Body: Body: : NINE LASTS

Last Alchoholic Drink: um.. lol.... nada...
Last Vehicle Ride: hmmm... pullman transit
Last CD Played: I have no clue... I guess the Killers though I dont even own their cd.. but I bought it from itunes
Last Bubble Bath: um... long time ago.. the tubs at college are disgusting
Last Time You Cried: not sure.
Last Hug: John
Last time you really got upset: um... I guess yesterday; at john.. but then it was all better again.
Last time you watched TV: right now... th tv is on... some stand up weird dude wearing yellow colored glasses and a blond head but brown beardish thing... going .... mmmmaaaaaaaahhhh!
Last thing you ate: ramin


EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS

Have you ever dated your best friend:yeah... currently
Have you ever been arrested: no, but I was followed slowly by a cop in medical lake with johnathan.. turns out the cop was running an errand and needed to give something to johns mother.. scared the fuck out of me though.

Have you ever skinny dipped: nope
Have you ever been on TV: more than likely.. one of my classes was on cable.. but since I dont have it... lol... and my middle school was in the news at least two three times.. and we were in the newspaper once too... gotta love that incompetant science teacher we had.
Have you ever kissed someone and then regretted it:yup...
Have you ever had a dream about someone you knew: quite often.. about a bunch of different people.
Have you ever felt like your parents favor one sibling over another?: Only child.. @ home.. hmmm complicated.. LOL same as jackie.. except worse.. I have two siblings living with my birth mom, one sibling living with his dad because he did something really bad, and one sibling adopted out.


SEVEN THINGS YOU'RE WEARING

1. undies
2. bra
3. shoes
4. socks
5. black kakhis
6. pink super girl shirt
7. black and white jacket


SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY

1. woke up
2. ... um.. waited to go to class
3. got dressed
4. started to fill out this survey
5. gone to the bathroom
6. and um.... *goes to class* gone to class

FIVE THINGS YOU LOVE TO DO

1. cuddle
2. Chat online
3. Play video games
4. Sleep!
5. uh... watch tv with john


FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL [ALMOST] ANYTHING TO
1. John
2. um...
3. erm...
4. hmmm....?


THREE CHOICES

1. Eat or Drink? drink
2. skittles or starburst? M&Ms and Reeces Peices
3. pink or green? pink

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE

1. Become published and be able to work as a writer out of home
2. Be married with children (no pun intended... I think)


ONE THING YOU REGRET
1. Dating whats his face... the other one.. lol... sophmore lameass dudie

Date:	2005-12-09 11:55
Subject:	Fun!
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused

Wish I could plug my Ipod in first.. lol... oh well its at john's place

Open iTunes to answer the following. Go to your iTunes. Answer, no matter how embarrassing it is.

How many songs?: 482

Sort by song title--
First Song: (Ghost) Riders in the Sky- Johnny Cash
Last Song: You've Lost That Loving Feeling- Righteous Brothers

Sort by time--
Shortest Song: 00:12 Lullaby
Longest Song: 58:06 Interview w/ Bob Carroll of Skeptic (podcast)

Sort by album--
First Song: Kidnap the Sandy Claws-Nightmare Before Christmas (it doesnt have a album)
Last Song: Who's On First? Abbot and Costello

Top 10 Most Played Songs

1. Sooner or later- Michael Tolcher (I recommend this to everyone)

2. Scars- Papa Roach

3. You'll Be in My Heart, Phil Collins

4. Face Down- Katie Todd Band

5. Get Stoned- Hinder

6. In Love With a Thug- Sharrissa and R. Kelly

7. Stop the Music- P Money and Scribe

8. The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy

9. Through the Iris- 10 Years

10. So Long and Thanks for All the Fish- Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy Soundtrack

(Most of these are from free dowloads from Itunes. I recommend everyone who likes hearing new music check out the free downloads each week.. some of them are really awesome.)

First song that comes up on Shuffle: Track 12 (from a mix) which happens to be Satin in a Coffin by Modest Mouse

"sex", how many songs come up? 1, gee a lot of them have sex in them too.... lol... "Lets go home.. get stoned.. cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me". >.<

"death", how many songs come up? 2

"love", how many songs come up? 11

Date:	2005-12-08 14:26
Subject:	So cold
Security:	Public
Mood:	cold

It is colder here than it has ever been in seattle. It hasn't snowed for like over a week yet there is snow all over the place and large sheets of ice where people and cars have trodded the snow down. Last night at like five it was so cold that a tear shed would be frozen when it dropped from the face. With the busses in pullman anything but reliable; John and I found ourselves stuck at Safeway; not daring to walk home because of the ice and coldness; with no bus in site; hungry, cold, stressed, tired.

Now with all this cold weather; I have been faced with a few strong urges. One of which is to lighten my hair from a deep brown to a medium to light brown. One attempt failed; apparently I had too dark of a dye; luckily it was on sale; no biggy. A second attempt is currently drying; hopefully with better results.

Another change I kind of keep trying to talk myself out of is cutting my hair. Currently my hair is getting rather long; at least two to three inches longer than the current picture I have. Now a small cut wouldn't be that bad; but I keep thinking of getting it cut quite short and I dont want to do it just to not like it. Damned america's next top model with cute short haired chicks. GRRR.

I'm going home on the 27th of December and i'm hoping it wont be snowing when I get there. I've had enough of the coldness entailed with snow; enough of the fucking bus system thats so unreliable you could show up on time and still wait 45 minutes for a bus thats supposed to have only a 30 minute loop. We cant go out to eat because we'll freeze, we cant buy presents and stuff because we'll freeze. Feking cold man.

Date:	2005-11-07 13:18
Subject:	Of curtisy and friends
Security:	Public
Mood:	upset

On a first note; this blog entry will be posted both on live journal and on myspace.

Reciently someone on my friends list posted something about true friends. It said post this to see who your true friends are and those that respond are your only true friends. I replied to her saying that except for her everyone on my list was a friend that I know or at least have known in person. I claimed that I needed not to post that because I knew for sure that all of you were good friends of mine. Since then I have been lead to disbelieve my own claims.

So far on Myspace I have posted three different bulitans and gotten two responses. One of which was asking all of you to message me with six questions you want to know about me; with no responses back. Do all of you know everything about me? Another of which was a survey you were to fill out and message me with and then place it in your own bullitin and I would fill it out for you... two people messaged me about this one. The third was a bullitin that basically said since you all know I want to be a writer once I get out of college; I was posting one of my favorite short stories on my blog and that I wanted anyone who hadn't read it and was interested in seeing a sample of my writing to read it and post comments on whether or not they liked it. NOT ONLY did no one post comments but the number of views of my blog didn't even go up. I'm sorry... I didn't think that somehow all of you had already read it. I'm sorry I went out of my way to find a copy of it just for everyone to have already somehow have read it.

As to live journal; I've made multiple posts in the past few days; with naught for responses. I know less of you have known me in person; but still a response or two here or there would certianly make me feel like you guys actually care about me.

And as to curtisy; well I think everyone needs to work on that. When heading to get into my dorm I had to run to catch the door from swinging shut... I was half way through the breesway when the two girls came out the door and they didn't have the common curtisy to hold the door. I go out of my way and make myself look like a spaz to catch the door for people less than halfway down the breesway because its just plain nice... but no... apparently no one else has that common curtisy.

Thank you for your time.. if you even took it to read this. I dont expect responses; that would be too much to ask.

Date:	2005-11-03 13:52
Subject:	Five Vials! *holds up a hand* count them... FIVE!
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused and light headed

um.. yeah... I'm a bit jittery. This morning I woke up at the ungodly time of 7:20 (I usually get to sleep till 8:50). I went to finish that study for my psych class. First they couldn't figure out which file was mine... Did you say your last name was Barrow? ... no... I said Sarro.. S.A.R.R.O.. *thought bubble "I spelled it out to you last time too"* "Okay sorry look for a Serro! Rose Serro" (now here could have been my mistake but everytime they've called me its been rose.. figured that they had it on the file as rose)... Are you sure your name is rose? It may be under margarete instead... "Okay do we have a margaret?"... *cloudy anime face* Okay seriously I think I'm the only sarro in the whole school... why the heck was it so hard for them to find me.

Okay.. then I fill out a survey and wait. I get called to go back and find out they're drawing five vials of blood. Not five little vials either.. three very large vials and two smaller ones. Not only that but the needle is huge! Well not really but I'm used to an itty bitty butterfly needle... thats like the difference between a coffee straw and a McDonald's straw. I look at it and say oh god.. you're going to use that. They ask if I need to lay down; I say naw.. I just need to not look. So I dont. And that goes okay. But dear god why did they need five vials.. that was like... five minutes worth of bleeding. Are they planning on drinking it?

K so now I have a pounding headach.. and am quite tired. I've been drinking water.. and juice.. and more water... dear god did they really need that much blood?

Date:	2005-11-02 15:58
Subject:	Fun with Cingular
Security:	Public
Mood:	annoyed

So I got onto the cingular site... try to get a family plan for me and margaret (foster mom); apparently the website doesn't like working with po box billing addresses. It kept trying to change itself and then would yell at me that I got my billing info on the card wrong. WTF? Why are they screwing with my billing address anyways. So I call in. I was planning to just make sure there wasn't going to be any safety type charges; you know the huge hundred dollars or more that they ask you to pay them in case you decide not to pay.. (or cant pay). Unfortunately the guy decides that I'm buying whether I want to or not. Well not really but those who know me know that I'm a wuss and cant say no for the life of me once I started (though I did say no on the cell phone insurance.. though the guy tried his hardest to make me buy it). He also didn't ask if I had a number I wanted to switch over.. unfortunately so I'll have a new number.. no clue what it is at the moment. So yes; my first bill will show up who knows when. I'm hoping it'll show up to my billing address; but it may show up in seattle. If so margaret has strict orders to send it to me right away every time. The phones should show up in seattle within three days; so I'll get it in like .... a week or more. Great... My cellphone is basically useles for more than speed dialing and punching in numbers anymore. Half the time the display doesn't work. Grr. This ends my rant.

Date:	2005-10-31 14:04
Subject:	Brrrr
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired

Grrrr.... its raining. Very cold rain. From the look of zains tank it'll probably snow within a day or two max. He's made a huge bubble nest; now if only I had a female... I could have baby bettas within the year. Just kidding. One's enough.

I think I have new pictures of zain.. *goes to check*

Okay i didn't but I took a few.. only four.

I have one thats updated of what he looks like after living here for a while.


I have one thats of him in his tank and shows how large his plant is.


I have one of his tank from the top (I was trying to get his bubblenest but I really liked this picture so you have to look at it... I'm making you!)


And one that I hope shows you what a bubble nest looks like. And for those of you who've owned bettas; show you how large it is.




***EDIT: sorry they were all supposed to be the same larger size. not sure what happened. ARG my favorite picture got downsized really far.***

Date:	2005-10-28 12:43
Subject:	Hmmm... I'm amused... and annoyed..
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused
Music:	Nener nener nener!

Okay first the amusing and annoying then I'll get to the pure amusing part.

My mom got my money days ago. Did she call to tell me? no. Does she put it in my bank? no. She puts it in one of her accounts. Because she isn't sure that my account is still open. She doesn't call to ask. She doesn't call to tell me. Then she's like... its in the account number blah blah blah blah. Um.... I cant get into any of her accounts because I'm NOT HER! She can get into my account because I opened it a while ago and she had to be on it too because I was underage. But she's not underage. She says she'll put it in my account today. She better.

Now for the purely amusing part. Johns been surfing the chatterbox part of gaia. The mods aren't doing their jobs.. there's lots of "illegal" conduct going on that he's found. He posts in the less horrible of them; just walks in and becomes annoying trying to sell candy or cookies or what not. So some guy comes into one of the threads; says everyone in it should be ashamed of doing this sort of stuff. Then he sees johns sig.. the one I made that says kirk and sydd; love forever; and he decides hmmmm.... " So much for luv always *stare icon* I wonder what she would do if she found out you were here *evil grin icon* i think I'll PM her..."... I find it amusing that he would think something like that. I'm there half asleep from a nap on johns bed and he thinks I'll be jealous that my boy said "*Kirk sits in a tree, and yawns*" in a weird thread that he finds demeaning. *falls overlaughing* maybe I'd mind if he was like cybering another girl... but dear god.. thats nothing. Seriously that guy is dumb. I really dont care. at all.... *falls over laughing* Just so amusing....

Date:	2005-10-26 11:50
Subject:	Feel the love
Security:	Public
Mood:	stressed
Music:	Get Stoned

I just feel so loved. I've been trying to get a concensus with my foster mom about whether or not I should send my glasses to her. The screws dont stay in the glasses and john and I are both not sure that its just the frames. The place in seattle where I get my glasses could order another pair... I dont think any over here would be equiped to deal with dshs for glasses. She thinks I should go there because the place in seattle cant adjust the glasses... it would be great if it was just an adjustment.. but I really really doubt it.

Now to the real problem... I emailed her six days ago about the glasses.. along with some other things. I text messaged her that night about emailing her again. I was gone for most of the weekend to medical lake and I get back home expecting an email. Nada.. I wait till sunday night... still nada... monday I text message her asking her to at least check her email once every two or three days... acceptable right? She says she's been busy.. she'll get to it tomarrow... tomarrow was yesterday.. today is today... still no word.

If it were just my glasses I dont think i'd be so ancy; unfortunately its not. For one thing I have a nice chunk of money in the bank in a cd.. it was supposed to come due sometime this month. She has control of the cd because it was put in there when I was like 13 or so. She's supposed to withdraw it when it comes due and put it into my bank account. The end of the month is coming and my bank account is really low; I have no money to buy christmas presents.. no money for anything. My job isn't paying me what it should have.. and tomorrow I have to talk to financial aid and see if I can get a loan because I'm not getting paid for workstudy and its too late to earn enough workstudy for the semester.

If thats not enough.. I also asked her about when the contract for our cellphones end. I asked her in august before I left to find it out.. now my cellphone is dying slowly from being run through the laundry. I want to change my service provider because T-mobil isn't worth the money spent for it out here and it would also lower johns bill if I was on the same provider as him. But I have no money for that anyways. So basically I'm screwed. I want to be on cingular.. but I also want to keep my cell number so those who need to keep in touch with me can. That means I have to wait for the contract to be up. Yet I dont know when that is. And my cellphone is dying slowly.

I have coffee... candy... soda... and a ricecrispy treat trying to keep from getting really upset; depressed; or just plain angry.
Please tell me if you believe I have a reason to be so upset...

so I got a myspace account to see what they're all about... I've got to tell you.. I'm not convinced. Its confusing... I like that I found tons of old friends on it... I dont like that Its really confusing and I have no clue what to do.

Date:	2005-10-21 09:46
Subject:	HEHE
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused

You Are Apple Cider

Smooth and comforting. But downright nasty when cold.

Date:	2005-10-20 20:37
Subject:	Fishie!
Security:	Public
Mood:	here

My fishie likes its new plant.. it nuzzles it and hides behind it.
The plant is huge.. for the tank anyways.
The fish at first didn't know what to do with the plant and would freak out thinking it was trapped.. only to runn into the tank from its unneeded struggles.
Wow the fish is a lot like me...

***EDIT: "Your password is too easy to guess. It's recommended that you change it, otherwise you risk having your journal hijacked. Visit http://www.livejournal.com/changepassword.bml to change your password." Um okay... ***

Date:	2005-10-18 19:19
Subject:	Weird Sh-tuff!
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused

Okay.. today has been 100% weird.

Power outage for two hours; the two hours I'm home alone in my room. I sit down to relax and watch tv... about 15-20 minutes later.. poof... my power went out. Turns out 2/3 of the city was outted. Yet johns computer lab stayed alive.. so he was still at work.

On the buss the bussdriver was saying the stops. "Down town; city hall". Thats it... one stop... dude.. seattle has *counts on fingers* more stops than I can count in downtown. Sheesh it has its own underground tunnel to avoid rushhour. It made me laugh.

Get back; follow john up to his room. Then when we were on his floor we open the door and hear grunting; two guys... I peer around him to see two guys on the floor. Apparently they'd been scuffling. There was embarrassed laughter and then they scurred back to their rooms.. or should I say room? They're roomates. Why cant they do whatever they were doing in their own room?

Finally.. a song has been haunting me since friday. Few of you will know the importance of it; but while going to the bathroom just a few minutes ago two drunkin voices start bellowing "You've lost that lovin feelin... oh that lovin feelin... you've lost that lovin feelin and its gone... gone... gone... and I can't... go.. on... woah... ah.. .oh... oh!"

So all in all.. weirdness. *nod* now on to be a pirate! ARG!

Date:	2005-10-17 14:52
Subject:	Food
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused

um.. okay.. todays just not my day. I went to my cafe place to get something to drink... saw ricecrispy treats.. and this place makes gigantic ones... ordered a cinimon roll by accident... get up to my place and open my soda... it explodes all over me.... I needed a change of clothes anyways...

Date:	2005-10-14 12:37
Subject:	My Phish!
Security:	Public
Mood:	hyper

Date:	2005-10-13 22:29
Subject:	I got a fishie I got a fishie i got a fishie hey hey hey hey!
Security:	Public
Mood:	groggy

Yay I have a fishie now. He's purple and green; and his name is zain. I'll have a picture of him tomarrow. I named him zain after an old friend and his funky hair colors. He has a purple tank with purple rocks.. and thats about all right now.

Tomarrow I'm going to buy a cup to put him in when I clean the tank; a mirror to give him some exercize; and something else I cant remember right now from the dollar store.

Speaking of memory; I hit my head really hard on a dresser and so mine's a bit foggier than usual.. I have chocolate though.. so its all good.

Thanks kayla for taking me to get the fish; I'll be ever greatful...

Still need to remember what I wanted to get from the store tomarrow.

John and I have a nice big tv.. it's big.. we're happy.

Yeah

Date:	2005-10-09 19:51
Subject:	*dances and sings happily*
Security:	Public
Mood:	hyper

I cant wait to get a betta. So happy.. oh so happy... *dances* they look oober cool.. and fun to take care of. *nods*

Also... found a cool game site... It's called Yohoho Puzzle Pirates. Very weird game. It's got puzzles to do tasks.. but it passes time alright.

As to the fishie... I need to finalize plans... anyway to do that? *tilts head*

Date:	2005-10-07 21:11
Subject:	Nada Feliz
Security:	Public
Mood:	upset

So.. I find out that I'm getting paid only 7.30 or so an hour... I was cool with this job when I thought I was getting paid for work study. I would be fine with it.. if I had another job for my work study. But apparently I'm not getting any work study credit. And I'm barely getting paid. 31 dollars for four and a quarter hours of work.

I went to look at a pet store today. John and I had gone out to go to McDonald's so that we might win stuff.. and saw a pet store. They had beta's but they didn't look to great. Plus you didn't get the food. They also had baby guppies for twenty-five cents. But that didn't include tank and other such things. hmmmm...

Kayla: Do the fish come with a tank too?

*sighs* I think I'm going to go lay down. Not really in a good mood. I got an F on a completely unfair test, am getting screwed over money wise and yeah. Not feeling too well.

Date:	2005-10-06 21:13
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	There

Ankles still out slightly. I need to get back in the habbit of going to every class... I have to work friday. I've done the forget the towel thing twice in the last two weeks... forgot my keys for the second time.. and my computer is at johns with the only printer we have at my place.. anyone else see a problem?

Date:	2005-10-04 19:42
Subject:	yey
Security:	Public
Mood:	hyper
Music:	Ultimate Spiderman

so my foots doing better; today was the worse of it apparently because it was insain this morning but not its just a dull pain when I walk on it wrong. So yey.

And lets see.. oooh I was bored... *points proudly to her new lj theme...* prettyness. I figured it was time for a change.